Lingderella and Prince Charming

Ling Mei Mei go Taiwan

2011-08-12T01:38:00.001+08:00

Meow Meow

Ling mei mei go taiwan already.. 1 full week sia.. so shiok.. can go holiday before school opens.. have fun wor.. Just bo liao come here post rubbish only.. ciaossss

2011-06-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

Realise that I have been too lazy to blog. Since a long time already, I have been blogging for a few years regulary and frequently. It was until when I have a boyfriend, the blogging decreases ever since until not even a single post in a few months. OMG.

This post is just to complain about some managers of the company that I've worked before.

So, during the past 7 months, I have start up a small business of my own, having a stall at a flea market every weekend, surprisingly, I'm doing quite well and even had my own regular customers.

The company that I worked before had two outlets located near by and I always see some managers I recognised around. The managers wore power suits, always walks in gangs of four to five people, look like people that earns a lot of money and have power and authority. But it is just the packaging that makes them look like that, they are people who still need to punch card to clock in and report for work. They always let me feel that they were a group of arrogant people, and I guess some managers might remember me. Maybe some are too proud to even remember who I was. Whenever they saw me, they have this written on their expression: So poor thing, now you just work as a small sales girl.

What's important is that I'm the boss of myself, I do not earn money for other people's pocket, work only 3 days a week, I do not have a punch card, I do not need to work into late midnight, and I earn more than the managers of the company that I've worked before.

2010-11-29T11:32:00.004+08:00

I had arrange a meet up with my mentor today to discuss about the graduation criteria for me to graduate from RP. This is my final semester. FINALLY.

To ensure that I can successfully graduate from RP, I took 5 modules this semester. And I was relieve of that because my mentor told me that I only needed 3 modules to graduate. And I just need to pass those 3 modules with just a C grade of GPA 2.0.

However, I told my mentor that I will continue to attend classes, try to do well in the tests and be participative in class. Last semester of school, why not?

2010-11-15T10:56:00.005+08:00

I have been obsesssing of becoming rich since watching the Social Network a few weeks ago, the facebook founder is the youngest billionaire. I want to be rich since young. How can I reach my goal?

I have been googling on the internet the world's richest human which now Bill Gates rank second. He was overtaken by a Mexican entrepreneur. Rich people be their own boss and not have other people as their boss.

I will have to face the fact that I will never be really happy and satisfy until I am rich and successful one day.

2010-10-12T13:32:00.003+08:00

First day of school and I couldn't fall asleep last night. I remembered the last time I look at my clock is 4am in the morning. -.0 While I was on the mrt to school, I wondered if anyone want me to give up my seat to anyone who needs it more than me I will yell at them and tear them into pieces. Luckily no one needs the seat more than me is around. I have a very terrible stomachache and I do not need to announce it to the whole cabin of people. -.- And now I had a terrible stomacheache. -.-**

But thanks to Kayashino. I feel that today actually is a good day. I might be able to start a my career. :)

2010-10-11T18:10:00.003+08:00

School starts tomorrow. First time in so many years, I felt excited. Finally, after this final semester I can graduate! I have to attend school, and my classmates are few years younger than me. Maybe hanging out with people younger can make me look younger. Maybe because of hormones, auora from them or whatever.

2010-10-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Yong Kang and I just had our one year anniversary last week. Although is a simple celebration, but I saw the effort he put in. Wow, how time pass so fast. It was as if yesterday was when we first met. I can still remember clearly how we started, how he tried to ask me out and wants to treat me dinner because he got his salary helping a friend to set up computer in a company.

He says the first time we met is while I was working which I totally have no impression of and can't remember. He and his pals have no where to go in the late night and wants to go KBox to sing, I was still the receptionist then. So, it was expensive to sing at KBox that night because of weekend rate, they drop the idea of singing. He says I gave him a 'bad impression' because I 'did not offer them discount'.

Yesterday, I tell him to play dota. I tells him I like to see him play. It is crazy I tell him that because I used to yell at him NO DOTA. Well, I have to admit I am difficult to please. When he plays dota, I will want him to accompany me to watch movies or do whatever stuff except plays dota. When he accompanies me, and do other stuff like reading comics or whatever, I will tell him to play dota. -.-

Lingmeimei loves Kangkorkor
11.00pm 06 October 2010

2010-09-18T23:39:00.002+08:00

Was wondering what motivate me to blog almost everyday in the past. I felt like I have nothing to blog about now.

Yesterday, YongKang asked me to have supper out with his friends. Well, I didn't want to. I just want him over at my place, so that we can watch movies using my lap top. I like it. But he says that I have 'no life'. It is just that I dosen't feel like going anywhere at that moment.

Dosen't mean that I'm living life to the fullest when I step out of my flat goes shopping in town and meeting my friends. I simply love staying at home, plays facebook games, apply facial mask, listen to music and just watch tv.

What is life? What is the purpose of life? Why is there life when eventually the end will still be death? Life is a manner of living(from yahoo). The word 'life' to me is just simply do the things you love and be together with the people you love.

11.59pm 18September2010 Saturday

2010-07-20T12:52:00.003+08:00

Down with a terrible flu suddenly with no warning, think I'm getting used to sleep without air conditioning at hubby's place and now I'm getting ill because I slept with air conditioning at home last night. Shall stop air conditioning since it is not as environmentally friendly as using the fan. Shall stop air conditioning since it dries our skin and raises up the electric bills.

So tempted to go home half way through school because of the irritating runny nose, but I survived the temptation and reward myself with POLO sweets. 100% sure that the friction of tissue paper and my nose is going to cause my skin to tear. Just swallowed 2 pills of panadols and now I'm super sleepy. Counting down three more hours till school end. Shall secretly sleep without being caught by the facilitator.

Class is interesting as we discuss about how areas in Singapore is getting flood all over the place. Possible reasons may include that Marina Barrage, which is suppose to be a water catchment area, is now restricting the flow of water which results in flood in many areas and the building of ION shopping centre in Orchard, that before it, the place is just a piece of grassland and was supposed to act like a 'SPONGE' to absorb water. Andzzz a fewzzz years agozzzz, a monk predictedzz that ifzz Singaporezzzz continueszzz digging undergroundzzzz for trainzzz tracks, we willzzzz 'SINK' and blah blah blahzzz.. ZzzZZzz

2010-06-23T11:25:00.002+08:00

I've heard before, the best gift a parent can give their children is not a car, not a condominium, but is by having good health.

I think it is true. People can't afford to get sick in Singapore because medical bills is expensive.

Now I know the importance of having good health. You can save yourself some torture, you can save money if you have good health. You can prevent quarrels in family about the medical bills, you can let your children have good rest, you can prevent your children from worrying.

Now, surely, I think it is essential that one should buy health insurance and take good care of their health.

2010-06-16T10:58:00.003+08:00

This Saturday afternoon will be going to Johor Bahru for shopping. Motive of this trip: To enjoy time with my Tan Yong Kang shopping and buy leopard prints 'sticky thing' or whatever people wants to call them as a cover for my Chinese Bible.

The church had given me a Chinese Bible last week. I love it. Praise God.

I'm now at Genesis and have been stuck at it because I have difficulty understanding it, wanting to know about what does the Bible wants to tell me. However, reading Chinese version helps a little in increasing my understanding.

I hope that I can bring my siblings and friends to church with me.

Last week, a sister at church shared with us her experience with God. She loves clubbing, pubbing and partying. And is lucky that she marries a nice men. However, she could not get pregnant as she was ill. Medically proven by doctors, SHE COULD NOT CONCEIVE. She felt sad and continues drinking more, partying more to bury her sorrows.

However, by chance she was introduced to God and she prays to God to bless her with a child. She no longer have the urge to party and club as she now walks with God. She continues praying everytime she goes to church and everyday at home even though the doctors said that there is no chance that she could have a baby. And God bless her. She had a baby, now almost 9 months old.

2010-06-07T17:29:00.002+08:00

YongKang and I had been going to Church recently, almost every weekend. For me, it was just to accompany YongKang and his mother and sometimes, I thought I would rather stay at home because I was lazy. It was only until a few days ago when the session is ending, YongKang's brother in law told me things like acknowledge, believing and confess.

Yes, miracles happens but I believe that it is God that gives us more time to be with YongKang's mother. During January, the doctor said that she only have a few days to live and it is now more than 4 months, she is even getting better.

The medical bills is expensive and YongKang's family is now at difficult times and his sisters gets frustrated at little things because of the stress.

I remembered that we have Bibles at home, which when I retrieve from the piles of books in the shelves is full of dust. No one have been reading it for the past years.

I don't know will I become fully a Christian or not because of my parents beliefs and I think that Kuan Yin and Buddha do exists too.

What I agree most is that, we are all sinners.

5.55pm Monday 7 June 2010

2010-05-25T09:46:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, even though I was very sleepy, I knew that if I were to find him I will sleep early, but I still insist on going to find hubby because I miss him. When I reached his place around 8 plus, after seeing his lovely face for like ten seconds, I lie one the bed and I slept straight away until 8am this morning then I went to school.

Some people think it is pointless. But to me, it isn't. If I were at home, I think I couldn't sleep and felt lonely. I wouldn't be happy because I miss him, miss his presence, his smell and hugs. Without him, it was as if my single size bed will transform immediately into a king size one and my room can be as huge as a 4 storey bungalow with echo when I sneeze.

I think this conversation with hubby yesterday is very funny although countless of conversations like this happens before.
I asked hubby: Do you miss me?
Hubby: Yes.
Me: Don't bluff.
Hubby: Ok, then I don't miss you.
Me: Really ar?
Then hubby will like -.-

10.35am Tuesday 25May 2o10

2010-05-18T13:39:00.002+08:00

When I visited places like NTUC, COURTS or even supermarket, it makes me feels the urge to get married as soon as I can. I know that it is impossible to get marry now or I guess it will not be possible within these few years.

Whenever I saw kitchen appliances, or other good electrical products what I thought was that: If I'm living with hubby now, I will be sure that I will get one of that in our house. Or: Nice set of dishware, it will look great in our home. Or: Nice curtain! and etc etc etc..

Although there may be fights and unhappiness at times, I never had any uncertainty that we belong together. He is part of my life. He is the love of my life.

2010-05-06T10:49:00.002+08:00

Hubby and I have been together for more than 7 months. We meet up almost everyday and I still feel that time is never enough for us. I love to see him everyday. I will start missing him even if we just part about a minute ago. I love the smell of him. I love the way he holds me. I love him. I love him. I love him.

11.00am Thursday 6 May 2010

2010-04-28T10:12:00.005+08:00

Attraction: Singapore Jurong Bird Park

Date: 04 04 2010

Admission: $18

My birthday is on 4th April, on the day of your birthday, you can visit Singapore Zoological Garden, Singapore Night Safari and Singapore Jurong Bird Park for FREE. And also, the birthday girl gets a badge and a complimentary ice cream. :)

Hubby and I visited the Jurong Bird Park as we just visited the Zoo a few months ago and Night Safari is opend only at night and we will be having family dinner at home.

The trip is enjoybable just that the Bird Park needs some maintanence on the paths and walk ways, it also isn't as beautiful and clean as the Zoo.

The best part is the Lory feeding where we bought the bird food for $3 and the birdies will fly to you~

Think they should offer something like Student Rate or Couples Package. If the entrance fee is cheaper, I will visit bird park more frequently because I love section -parrots paradise~~~ Many cute little birdies~

11.ooam Wednesday 28.04.2010

2010-04-28T09:18:00.003+08:00

Attempt to lose weight failed. And worse still, becoming fatter. Luckily, still not somewhere near the fattest moment in my life, which is like 4 years ago, after my O Levels.

Yesterday, mama asked me before I attend school what would I want for dinner, I said I want Chicken Rice. And I have chicken rice for dinner. >.< Mama cooked quite a lot of rice and yet we are the the only TWO eating during dinner time. Left over - A LOT (still kept warm in the rice cooker at 8pm even the rice is already cooked at 6pm)

My elder sister came home at around 8, she says she have already taken her dinner. And after a while after gaining quite some courage to stand on the weighing scale, the numbers diplayed on the screen is saddening. So I decided that I couldn't carry on being lazy and went for a jog.

After jogging, I was cooling down at the lobby of the flat we lived in, I saw my sister coming out from the elevator. I asked her where she is going and she said she was going for SUPPER.

When I reached home, I asked my mom if my sister had eaten the chicken rice and she said NOPE. I WAS LIKE WHAT THE.......... -.-

Mama is a fantastic cook, it is not that she cooks awful food.

If mama knows she will be sad. Even though mama isn't always at home as she is always frequently in Malaysia, but she will cooked dinner whenever she is at home(Singapore). We must be grateful about that.

We should not expect mama to phone us everyday to tell us whats for dinner and tell us to come home for dinner.(My boyfriend's mum does that) We should be the one who calls home before eating outside, telling mom not to cooked our dinner as we will be eating outside.

I understand the type of happiness when you see your love ones eating the food you prepared. I'm always happy to see my boyfriend eats what I've cooked. (It is rare for me to cook)

10.00am Wednesday 28 April 2010

2010-03-10T23:47:00.003+08:00

A few weeks ago, I was packing up my books in the book shelves and I found 3 Bibles that belongs to me. I wondered how long ago was the last time I attended a session.

A few days ago, after hubby shares with me about a church session he attended with his family, I took a out a Bible and flips to one page, and just came across to read a line in it and close the book and put it back in the same position as it was. The line of words is something similar to this: Jesus loves you more than you can imagine.

And it keeps me thinking now.

And I could still remembered those days when I attend the sessions, when I was like 6, when my sister brought me to City Harvest, I can still remembers some of the songs that we sing to praise the lord, what the pastors said, some of the stories from the Bible. I can still remembered the first time when I attend a church session, how others welcome me, a big sister prayed for me telling God to forgive my sins and I cried during the prayer.

I can still remember when my sister and I were eating Chicken rice when the chilli sauce gets into my eyes, my sister prays to God, asking for forgiveness and that it will not hurt me and I will not suffer pain. And God is there, the chilli sauce dosen't hurt my eyes, I don't feel the pain anymore.

Jack Neo is a Christian. God forgives sins. Something is wrong here, how can I explain what I want to say?

If I'm not wrong, I can still remembers the sessions I attended in church sessions always tells moral stories. What is right and what is wrong.

I can't remember how or why we stop going to church.

I believe there is God, there is Jesus, there is GuanYin, there is Buddha.

Why do I believe they all exists? Sometimes I prays to God, sometimes I prays to Buddha, sometimes I pray to Jesus, sometimes I prays to GuanYin and they answer to my prayers.

I can still remembers what I prays to my ancestors when I was offering joss sticks during April last year during tomb sweeping. I prays to my ancestors to forgive my sins and I prays for them that I can find a boyfriend who loves me. And they answers my prayer. I found him. He found me. Or if you want to say we found each other.

When nights I'm alone and afraid to sleep, I prays to God that he will protect me and devils and saturn will not harm me because God is with me. And I sleep.

Whenever there is chance that I visit any visit any temple by any chance, I didn't even know who I am praying to. I just prayed even when I'm just 10: Please let me find my true love.

And my prayers is answered.

We are all children of God, even if we are 50, we might even do the wrong things and so, just blame the fault on Saturn?

00.30am Thursday 11 March 2010

2010-03-05T11:35:00.002+08:00

Really in love with songs from Sean Kingston and Eminem lah!

The temperature is like getting higher in Singapore and is killing me because of the heat!

11.50am Friday 5 March 2010

2010-03-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

Long time didn't post any entries, just plain lazy.

Went to play basketball just now and is super happy because some guy mistook me as a 18 years old JC student. LOL!

Went gym today took me 58 minutes to burn 500 calories on cross trainer. Feels great to sweat like mad.

00.20am Friday 5 March 2010

2010-02-10T00:41:00.004+08:00

Had my FYP REWORK PRESENTATION today, with 3 assessors and they are nice it wasn't like a presentation at all. More like a chit chatting session. I've missed my actual presentation in December as I've oversee the email of FYP presentation date and my team mates don't like me (For they didn't even remind me, I'm not blaming them, is my fault anyway).

But RP is nice anyway, they give me a chance to present in January infront a panel of 6 assessors with 6 pairs of eyes staring at me at the same time loading me with more stress. They bombarded me with questions and I was like stunned. I couldn't answer and I got an E grade. LOL.

People again will say I thick skin enough to write this out. FUCK YOU! Like me and I will like you, hate me and I will hate you back. Anyway, RP again is kind enough to give me a chance to rework.

Hubby at first assured me that the school will not fail FYP as they are easy. But after that I realised that on that day, I coundn't even answer the simplest question of my project. Anyway, I didn't know I was so POPULAR in school.

So, after the enjoyable presentation, one of the assessor wished me a Happy Chinese New Year, I tell them Happy Valentine's day in return. And to my surprised, the assessor said that he saw me in STOMP. That day I was feeling bored in school, I post to stomp.

I asked the assessor how do he know about it and he said that MANY of his students told him. How come people so KPO nowadays? OK, people will say I thick skin post my love story in stomp. HELLO? I DO WHAT I LIKE! JEALOUS THAT I AFTER EATING GOT NOTHING BETTER TO DO?

AND PLEASE LAH, SAY MY ENGLISH NOT GOOD! CAN UNDERSTAND GOOD ENOUGH ALREADY! KANASAI!

I'm always good at consoling myself. At least my poor and lousy English can be more understandable than some Taiwanese and Japanese. GOOD ENOUGH RIGHT?

I thought I have been having a low profile in school, but apparently not since people in school knows who I am and my classmates from a classmate that I know, he likes to judge and criticise me and I think he have never in his life look himself in the mirror before!

I'm not arrogant, I'm not fierce. I felt normal when I don't smile or laugh but people who don't know me tell me when I didn't, I looked like they own me a million dollars. So? Don't expect me to go around introducing myself laughing, talking and smiling like a silly. I'm too tired to care after only getting like 4 hours of sleep after working.

1.00am 10February 2010 Wednesday
Studying for my understanding test later. Kanbalimasu.
Best of luck to those who likes me in this coming new year~ Go to hell and fuck off, stop reading my blog from now on to those who hates or dislikes me~~! :)

2010-02-08T16:46:00.003+08:00

Life is simple but beautiful. Enjoys every moment with hubby even if it is at home watching movies from vcds or even playing computer games. For Chinese New Year, will be going into Malaysia for a few days to visit relatives and to get some red packets. :)

5.00pm Monday 8 February 2010.

2010-01-21T15:12:00.003+08:00

Valentine's Day is coming. But because it is Chinese New Year, I could not be in Singapore to celebrate Valentine's Day with laogong as my family and I will be in Malaysia to celebrate the festive season with our relatives. It was like a shot in the heart. I thought that finally, I will be celebrating my FIRST valentines day. But end up have to wait until next year. Luckily had already discussed beforehand with laogong like weeks ago, if not when the day comes I will be totally devastated and sad.

Laogong could not join me in Malaysia celebrating Valentines day and Chinese New Year because he need to be at home for Chinese New Year because coincidently it is his mother's birthday.

Laogong couldn't understand at first why I'm so sad that we could not celebrate this year's valentine's day. I said because I'm looking forward to my FIRST valentine's day! He asked: How many valentine's day falls on Chinese New Year? And wasn't it like valentine's day with me everyday?

Yes, laogong had a point... But... It is his mother's birthday too on 14th of February...

I'm not complaining, I'm not trying to grumble, I'm just curious what will be my valentine's day be like in the coming years..................................

School just ended, got to go find laogong already~ tata~~

3.45pm Thursday 21 January 2010

2010-01-20T23:09:00.002+08:00

Feels so much wanting to wait for my laogong to sleep but laogong is still busying with his coursework. I think I might close my eyes any moment and fall asleep now. He is so serious and have been doing his coursework since like he 2pm in the afternoon. Was beside him playing mafia wars and restaurant city all the while.

Look at my laogong's handphone and it is kind of sweet and memorable that Laogong keeps all our messages which I couldn't due to the limited memory space in my phone. I got my laogong's contact number through Captain Siang Ping, I called her to get my laogong contact number because I need to message laogong to come down and accompany me play basketball because he didn't work the previous night, so he is the only one who might have a possibility of waking up early. That day, the 11th of September, the night shift people in our outlet who plays basketball is meeting up to play basketball but I was up super early. Because I didn't sleep, I couldn't sleep.

A while later, laogong replied me in a in a very shock way: xiao jie? bo koon?
I told laogong I couldn't sleep and need him down earlier to accompany me den Laogong says he will treat it as he did not receive my message and I ask him to come down earlier again and he replied me that the number I have message is not in used by Singtel.

I was attracted to laogong before I even knew it. On that day afterwards during work, I told Janel that laogong is very funny and then Janel says: Don't tell me that you like him?
Then I was like: No lah, think he is just funny only.

I guess this is how we started?

Think really falling asleep already. Blog again soon. Tata~

11.35pm Wednesday 20 Jan 2010

2010-01-11T13:52:00.003+08:00

Saturday, hubby and I went to Sentosa. Went to Images of Singapore, the Merlion walk and watched the 4D Magix. Still have many places that I want to go with hubby.

The last time I've been to Sentosa I think is while I was still in secondary school?

Attraction: Images of Singapore

Admission rates: $10 (20% off with Sentosa Islander Card)

Quite interesting, with history of Singapore and the traditions and customs of different culture. Last visited the place when I was still in Primary School. Quite the same actually.

Attraction: 4D magix

Admission rates: $18 (20% off with Sentosa Islander Card)

Hmm. Not much to comments, think the tickets is quite expensive. 20 minutes long and the show is about this small boy who wants to play some tricks on the pirate, Captain Lucky and his crews. They just rock the chair forward and back a few times, gives you a 3D eyewear, splash some water and blew some air on you and tah dah~ it is 4D!

2.15pm Monday 11January2010

2010-01-08T12:02:00.001+08:00

Hubby is bringing me out for a nice dinner today as he says it is our 100th day together. :)

12 noon 8 January 2010 Friday

2010-01-07T13:29:00.002+08:00

Setting free of the birds. Pay to free the birds and I think the birds will fly back to the owner.

Temple in Thailand.

I think to convert the currency into Sing$ is to divide Thai Baht by 20. So, a bottle of Heineken is less than S$2! Cheaper than fruit juices!

Buying the food for the elephant at 2o Baht per packet. They will need to sell a lot of packets food to feed the elephant full. Papa says it may seems they earn quite a lot by selling the food to feed the elephants. But only tourist will pay to feed them. So, when holiday seasons is over, lesser tourists, it is quite difficult to earn money by selling food to feed the elephants.

A tail light! LOL.

1.40pm Thursday 07January2010

2010-01-07T12:59:00.004+08:00

Visiting the bird paradise. Can feed the ostriches, ducks, birds, monkeys, rabbits and etc.

Leaving Pulau Langkawi. Hubby and I and a distant relative were the only 3 person on the deck of the ferry. We were lucky as it is not opened to the public actually because it is unsafe. Hubby lost his wallet but luckily got it back. It is amazing. We could not find it at first. How come after that it appears at the same place where we checked before and couldn't find it? Think the person who found the wallet saw my hubby's panic look and decided to put it back at the same place he lost it.

1.20pm Thursday 07January2009

2010-01-07T12:31:00.003+08:00

At the ferry terminal. Hubby then goes to the toilet and seems like going in for quite a while. Afraid he got kidnapped. LOL. I even suspect a guy with a big luggage who might hide my hubby inside. I even told my sister that papa should go inside the toilet to check. Luckily is I think too much.

Boarding the ferry. Hubby carries all our luggage. But I told hubby you see my auntie carry luggage for her husband and my mama carry luggage for my papa. So maybe years later, I might be the one carrying luggage for him. He said just wait for the years to come, but now, he will carries the luggages.

Snacks!The beautiful beach in Langkawi. The water is clear until knee deep. I didn't went farther because we did not bring extra clothings with us. We didn't go snorkelling as we are only staying one night because my father dosen't seems want to bring us to snorkelling because of the troubles.
We almost have ice creams everyday!

While waiting for my father's cousin's friend to help us purchase the cable car ticket, we went deer feeding. Bought the packet of animal food at RM1. Luckily I didn't hold the packet of food. Because once the deers sense hubby got the food, they rush towards him. Hubby have not yet even open the packaging.

The cable car ride tickets were sold at RM30 to those people who are not living in Langkawi. But as my uncle's friend is living in Langkawi, he bought the tickets at RM15. How come there is no such promotions to Singapore Zoo, Bird Park, Singapore Flyers to Singapore residents?

The Langkawi Sky Bridge. The bridge is a little shaky and it is quite amazing that a bridge is built at such a high place linking two mountain tops.

The Eagle Square

1.00pm Thursday 7 January 2010

2010-01-07T11:53:00.003+08:00

The second day of the trip, we were at Pulau Pinang. Papa drives us there through the long bridge but hubby and I falls asleep in the car. So hubby and I didn't get the chance to see the famous few kilometers long brige.

After having laksa for breakfast, we visited the famous temple there.

The botanical garden in Pulau Pinang is just full of monkeys of different species. Was suppose to take the tram up the hill to have a hilltop view but tickets were sold out. So, we decided to go to the botanical garden there instead. Some of the monkeys is fierce as if they want to fight you.

Visited the toy museum there. The entrance for non Malaysian isRM$20, for Malaysian will be RM10. I showed my Malaysia IC and then asked my parents for their IC but left them in the car. The counter saw and think we are all Malaysians and sold us all tickets at RM10. Hubby is Singaporean. Haha~~!!

Took the ferry back instead of driving back via the bridge. It is free because no fee is needed exiting Pulau Pinang. A fee of RM9 entering Pulau Pinang is needed no matter taking the ferry or driving through the bridge.

12.3opm Thursday 07January2010

2010-01-07T09:27:00.002+08:00

Good morning everyone! It is a very cold and chilly morning because of the rain. Had actually planned for a jog this morning but because of the rain, it ruined my plan. But 世上没难事, 只怕有心人.. If I insist on exercising, there is alternatives like climbing the stairs or shake the hula hoops..

It is just starting of a new year and what are my new year resolutions?

1. To spend more time with my family and Yong Kang. (Can classified Yong Kang under family, is the same since he is my acknowledge husband)
2. To go to the gym regularly. Attend yoga classes and aerobics classes regularly offered by the gym so as maximize my membership and to make sure that the membership fees I'm paying is worth it. My ideal weight is 45kg.
3. A commitment which I think is super difficult which YK hates to see me eat or drinks them. To stop my addiction to eating ice and to lower my intake of bubble tea.
4. Save money. Although had been working for quite a while, there is no savings! Argh!!
5. Put in more effort in my studies and school work.

10.45am Thursday 07 January 2010

2010-01-03T17:48:00.003+08:00

School holiday will be over by tomorrow. Enjoy time together with family holidaying, time working at KBox and enjoy time together with hubby.

On the 27th, we headed Malaysia in the morning at around 9 plus and reached Kulai for Bak Kut Teh with my cousins. Hubby and papa took turns to drive as it is tiresome to drive long distance.

It is so funny when my papa first handed hubby to drive. Hubby had never drive before in Malaysia, Papa told hubby to drives slow and even gives him a speed limit, 80km/hr. After a while, I look at the speed meter, it is 120km/hr. but still, others seem to drive faster. Like maybe 150kn/hr? What is important is to drive safely. We reached our destination, my father's friend house after having seafood for dinner. Yummy! Hubby helps me to shell the prawns. Love~

6pm Sunday 3 January 2010

2009-12-27T00:21:00.005+08:00

Venue: Safra Jurong KBox

Date of visit: 12-12-2009

Hubby and I went to KBox at Safra Jurong to enjoy lunch with singing. :)

We had free birthday cake, free photo, had lunch with a drink each and enjoyed singing. KBox at Safra Jurong is different than other KBox because of the 60s theme there. It was like back to the olden days in Singapore. Although I've never been to the olden days in Singapore other than visiting Images of Singapore at Sentosa or watching the mediacorp drama.

The selection of songs is using by using touch screen, different from other KBox or other karaoke. You can find the singer or the song title through many ways like writing or searching from which country or language or how many words of the song title and etc.

But we waited quite a while before the food arrives. Fungry!! (Angry + Hungry)

Overall, hubby and I is happy!

00.45am Sunday 27December2oo9

2009-12-26T12:23:00.002+08:00

Merry belated x'mas! Quite a lot of events lately.

Start with going's hubby's friend house for overnight mahjong. And then we had prata for breakfast. We then go Ubi's TP to ask about my 周杰伦走路 fine.

Fine City, Fine Country.
So, I got a Jay walk fine. -.- They sent me a letter telling me to pay $20. If I ignore it, they will send me a court letter. I ignored. And later, when I feel like paying because starting to feel worried, my sister and I make our way to the AXS machine. We tried dozen times and couldn't make the payment. I told hubby about it and he say not to worry and serve me right that I ignore it at the first place. Hello, because Singapore is a fine country, Singapore makes money because of the finesssssssssssssssssssss. So, the reception told us that if we pay even it is late, there will be no consequences. Because there is chance. A reminder is issued to me, on its way, if I ignore it, then they will issue me a court letter. Lucky me.

After TP, we head home to rest a while, it was really a while. Like less than two hours because of the overnight mahjong then we headed downtown to Lawrence's bbq and chalet. I told hubby that once I reach there, I'm sleeping because I'm super sleepy and tired. Hubby asked who went chalet to sleep? Met Lawrence's classmate and schoolmate. They were super cute lah. >.<>

X'mas in KBox is boring this year. It isn't busy. Louis must be super stress. I told him that I can go home given the crowd is so little and he didn't need me. He says that manpower will never be sufficient on X'mas. It turns up I'm like enjoying and playing for the next four hours. LALALA~~

This is the first X'mas I'm not single. LOL. Went for dinner with Hubby's family at a Hainanese restaurant and then watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. A happy movie on X'mas. :)

1pm 26December2009 Saturday
Hubby and I will be going to Langkawi tomorrow and yet we have not start packing or even exchange ringgits.

2009-12-18T17:29:00.003+08:00

Laogong and I went to watch Avatar yesterday. Was supposed to go Lucky Chinatown to take up K Lunch with Joy and her husband but Joy sprained her leg, I guess due to slippery floor as it rained that day. So change of our plan.

Avatar is really very nice show. Must watch. I told laogong that it felt like as if watching Pocahontas. And laogong says that the main character betrays human mankind. Betray his own species.

The supervisor of Lucky Chinatown called. Very scary. She asked why did we cancel our reservation and that her captain spend effort to decorate the room for us. I mean it wasn't on purpose we want to cancel it. I just keep on apologising to her.

The bruises of falling from the bicycle have not recovered yet. Still painful. My husband is great. He uses boiled egg to massage my bruises for me. Meow~~~

5.35 pm Friday 18 December 2009

2009-12-13T01:58:00.002+08:00

Location: Home
Doing what: Waiting for laopo to off work..

Sob sob.. laopo fell down from bicycle.. so worried and afraid sia.. maybe we go train cycling for abit first.. the road abit narrow and got humps. we went to safra jurong for K Lunch today.. The place is perfect, except for the air con abit too cold and unadjustable. The system is touch screen and room very big.. the design of the kbox is oldies style and look very cool.

After that when we were about to go home, there was a flyer distributer intro us free massage due to the opening of the shop. First time tried the foot message. So comfy until i slept halfway the massage.. haha.. After the FOC leg massage, we were kana caught by the salegirl who tries to sell us their massage membership which cost $500 for basic, $2000 for silver, and $3000 for gold member.. I nearly shit on my pants.. Luckily laopo told her we juz come for Free Service.. hahaha.. very the singapolang hor.. but bo bian.. student bo lwee.. =(

There is a stalker keep disturbing my laopo sia.. The disgusting fellow does not DARE to reveal her identify and keep posting in our tagboard.. but I think she dun noe I study IT de.. I "Stalk" more powerful.. haha.. she is someone(not revealing) from my laopo de poly. Hope she got anything unhappy can juz talk out.. dun need be so "secrective" and talk bad about other people... Nobody is perfect and we are all adults.. not primary sch kid playing those "eee he hold her hand" thingy..

12 Dec 09 - Friday
I was offered to stay over at raffles hotel from friend in my old camp. Was very touched cos he still remember us and invite us to play at a ard SGD700 per nite hotel to play. The facilities are not bad just that I dun tink it is worth that money. $700 can do alot of things.. can even go nearby country like bangkok to play..

Looking towards lawrence's BBQ session.. Weeeee... abit disappointed with the condition nw in Kbox.. Maybe tat is also one of the reason I not continue to work in kbox. ppl tends to remember other ppl's bad but not their good. for e.g. If u do something wrong, everybody will start to discuss and think differently about u, even if u had done a thousand good things for them before.. And somemore it is not something tat is very wrong.. Just wrong in general or wrong in their POV. But there is still a Gay in kbox tat has same thinking as me, neutral.. lol..

will be alot of bbqs going on next week.. heaty..=S

By
LaoGong

2009-12-11T15:34:00.003+08:00

Husband and Wife bought themselves bicycle from NTUC for leisure. They could go cycling whenever there is free time.

Was still considering whether to install the "菜篮" as it dosen't look nice but because to save trouble, decided yes, it is necessary.

We rode the bicycle home together from Ang Mo Kio to Yishun via Lentor Avenue. The wife is amateur at riding a bicycle and is very unstable at handling it. Maybe she should get a P plate to be placed on it. LOL

3.45pm Friday 10 December 2009

2009-12-09T20:35:00.003+08:00

Looking forward to going Langkawi, just two weeks or so away. We can go snorkel, walk at the beach, enjoy the clear waters and beautiful scenery, look at the beautiful coral reefs.

Laogong is at home playing dota now. Miss him so dearly even when we have just met few hours ago.

School holiday will be next week. Yay!! Will have more time with family and Laogong.

Will be converting into part time again at KBox. This is the 6th conversion. Full time server (January 07) - Part time server (September 07) - Full time recept (November 07) - Part time recept/server (March 08) - Full time recept (June 08) - Part time (December 09).

I guess there is very little chance for me to continue as a part time recept and perhaps schedule as a part time server will be little.

What do I really want?

As for now, I think I just want to complete my diploma and see if there is chance for me to farther my studies and spend the rest of my time with my family and Laogong. Life will be beautiful because of spending time and being together with your loved ones even if the things you do is just as simple as watching television at home.

9.00pm Wednesday 09 December 2009

2009-12-08T12:05:00.002+08:00

Anyway, I'm really in love with the song: Tarzan and Jane

Laogong and laopo were queueing for the Pirate Ship at Escape Theme Park when the song is played. I have been singing the song for days since then and Laogong is getting irritated. Muahaha~~

On Sunday Laogong and Laopo goes to 大姐's house with 二姐&三姐 after eating roti prata as our breakfast and played four rounds of mahjong until I have backache and buttache. My eldest sister had WII, maybe Laogong and I can save some money and get WII for entertainment >

Laogong and me had really many plans. To get WII together. To go holidaying overseassssss together. To start a family together. To grow old together.

Laogong helped me do my fyp poster yesterday, when I didn't know the deadline was on the day. Super duper touched. Thanks hubby. My superman!

Laogong, love you no matter what. Lets solve those obstacles together. They all can be solve. We just need time.

2.15pm Tuesday 8th December 2009

2009-12-05T10:51:00.004+08:00

LOL. Disturbed LaoGong when he sleep. My new hobby. :)

Laogong got good temper and just laugh everytime I tickle him, waking him up and disturbing him when he sleep. If people disturb me in my sleep I will not have that much of a good temper lah. Might yell at the person, kick that person a few times in the butt, take some heavy objects and hit the person's head, step on the stomach a few times and even give the person a orh bak kak. This applies to all except my siblings, papa and mama and LaoGong only the exceptionals one. :)

Opps. LaoGong says when he fully awake then I will get it. Peace?

11am Saturday 05 December 2009

2009-12-03T20:15:00.004+08:00

Wife failed her basic driving theory test. Was very sad as I was quite confident at first as husband had given me a tuition before she goes for the test.

Attraction: Escape Theme Park

Admission Rates: $9 /pax (Escape Theme Park 9th anniversary promotion) Free (In birthday month for NTUC members)

Husband and wife went Escape Theme Park yesterday. A plan out of sudden so the wife was in a dress and she couldn't play some of the thrill rides. :( Was at first considering whether to go Sentosa or elsewhere. Admission for Laogong is free as it was his birthday month and as being NTUC member. And the admission rate now is only $9 per pax as they are celebrating their 9th anniversary.

And Escape theme park have really very little thrill rides and fun rides now, it never had much rides in the past anyway. But enjoy very much anyway because going there is with husband. Dancing with husband during waiting time. >.<

Husband and wife plays Go Kart for really many times. And it dosen't really need lots of queueing time. LALA. Remembered how me and my friends queued so long in the old days just for a chance at the Go Kart. -.-''

9.00pm Thursday 03 December 2009

2009-11-30T13:48:00.002+08:00

Hubby and wife watched Mulan last week. It is a very nice show. Very touching that at the end, hubby laugh at me for crying. I felt really sad at the last few minutes of the movie as Mulan and the Prince could not be together. Hubby says it is just a myth, and no eveidence prove that Mulan existed.

I guess if it wasn't for Mulan and the prince couldn't be together in the end, this movie will not be as nice. When the Prince told Mulan to forget about him, Mulan told him that for the past 12 years, she have the courage to wake up in the morning because of him, and it will not be change for the rest of her life even though she knows that the prince is marrying someone else.

Was considering whether to get a bicycle. There are different types of bicycle available. The expensive ones and the cheapers ones, the good ones and the not as good ones. Bicycle can be kept for long term use. But security is the most threatening and considerable factor to own a bicycle, so I shouldn't get a expensive/good one anyway? Does it necessary means expensive bicycle is a good one? Because it dosen't really applies to expensive LV and Cucci is better compared to those 'lelong' and without brand ones. What should I get for myself?

2.15pm Monday 30 November 2009

2009-11-28T13:13:00.002+08:00

Currently at Laogong' s house. Reading my eldest sister's blog. Her first place oversea with her husband is Pulau Langkawi, and it is funny that we have plannings to go Pulau Langkawi too. :)

1.15pm Saturday 28 November 2009

2009-11-26T09:45:00.007+08:00

Will be having my basic theory test next week. Hope can pass and start practical soon and get my driving license soon. >.<

Last Sunday, Laogong and wife goes to the Singapore Science Centre. 'People mountain people sea', guess is because of the ageing carnival and Sunday is family day, so there is many families with kids.

Was planning to go Malaysia's Kota Tinggi waterfall at first borrowing Papa's car, but Laogong have almost forgotten to drive a manual car as he have always been driving automatic's car and think it will not be safe to drive a manual car into Malaysia as the road is dangerous.

Wife is really noob about cars, I even told Laogong that my Papa's car is automatic, but it was manual. Luckily Laogong learnt manual driving but he just need to recap because it was like half a year he didn't drive a manual car, if not we can no need to drive out already.

http://www.science.edu.sg/ssc/index.jsp
Attraction: Singapore Science Centre

Date: 22 November 2009

Admission: $6

Laogong and wife is like rushing through the Science centre and didn't complete the whole learning journey because we were to catch a movie after that. Sections like nanotechnology and viruses is really making me sick because it was what I'm learning in RP now. Some of the exhibits is not functioning and not understandable. Decided to visit there again as the entrance fee is only $6 per entry. And the IMAX movie i $10. But it will be cheaper if you buy a package.

The IMAX movie is nice. We watched Under the Sea. The sea creatures is beautiful and some quite scary. Quite nice with the narrator having some sense of humour.

Laogong and the portrait of President of Singapore.

Laogong's head on a platter.

Laogong and the King.

Wife and the Queen. Is the same picture as Laogong's, just a inverted one. :)

This coming December will be going to Langkawi with Laogong, Papa, Mama and 二姐. With extra time available, will be going to Thailand and Penang. Will surely go eat the super duper ultra delicious Penang Laksa. Looking forward to snorkelling and seeing the coral reefs. MUAHAHAHAHAHA~~ Just hope that the holiday trip will not be delayed anymore~~ Have been looking forward to it since there we had the plan :)

Soon, I will have time to sleep, read mangas, read books, watch animes, go to gym, learn baking and cooking, do facial, time for family and Laogong. :)

10.30am Thursday 26 November 2009

2009-11-23T10:19:00.011+08:00

http://www.singaporeflyer.com/

Attraction: The Singapore Flyer
Admission rate: $29.50 ($10 Student promotion)

On the way to the Singapore Flyer~~ Eh, the blue sign means I'm sitting at the priority seat. I don't usually like to sit at the priority seat lor. But bo bian, sick people like me wants to rest.I don't look sick. But I am.

A 30 minutes flight busying taking photos. While having family dinner last night, I want to show off to my eldest sister by telling her YongKang brings me to the Singapore Flyer, turns up that she says it is a waste of time and she have been there twice. Both for Free. Because she works for the government and gets free rides during special occasion. I thought I was the only one in the family been to Flyer before, end up that Fatty Qing have been there before too. And she even bought the package $68 per pax that could enjoy the whole capsule to themselves and even enjoy cocktail.

Took off my heels during the flight to make myself comfortable, tooks lots of pictures. Walk around, exploring the capsule and look at the beautiful night scenery of Singapore's City.

I think $10 is alright, but if $29.50, kill me I also don't think it is worth paying so much for. Actually it is nothing different from a normal Ferris Wheel. Just that it is bigger and very stable that you will not even feel it is moving. As couples in Singapore is really very ke lian because of the small surface land area in Singapore, couples do not have anywhere to head to for dating. I guess Laogong and I will soon run out of place to go. Tell Laogong that we could rent a whole capsule for ROM. LOL. Far too early to decide anything yet.

Anywhere is great for me, if going there is with Laogong. So, it means Flyer is great. :)

12.15pm Monday 23 N0vember 2009

2009-11-20T09:31:00.008+08:00

http://www.visitsingapore.com/publish/stbportal/en/home/what_to_see/themed___other_attractions/haw_par_villa.html

Location: School, W55A

Laogong and Laopo is both sick now. -.-
Laogong have cough. -.-'

Laopo have flu. -.-"

Watched 2012 at Vivo City on 15 November 2009

First time went Vivo watch movie. 2012 is very super nice lah. But my sister and bro-in-law thinks the opposite.

Attraction: Haw Par Villa

Date: 15 November 2009

Admission: Free

10 Courts of Hell

Admission: $1/Pax

Laogong is Rabbit, Laopo is Dragon~~ I think quite true lah..

Hmm, not much visitors or tourist there. Guess Haw Par Villa is not what it used to be anymore when I was a little kid, I used to love playing the water boat slide or whatever you want to call it with Fatty Qing. Now, it dosen't even have any entrance fee anymore when my Mama told me the entrance fee was expensive in the past. Since entrance is free, why not a place to visit? Plus I think once the Circle line complete, the place will become crowded.

11.25am Friday20 November 2009

2009-11-19T21:19:00.008+08:00

Location:Home
Weather: Cold

laopo is sick.. I am also sick.. haha.. duno is i spread to her or she spread to me. *cough cough*.. i think sooner or later I really going to wear skirt le.. lol.. first my pen become blink blink, then my key chain also blink blink.. now my finger also blink blink.. haha.. But I love all the presents laopo gave me.. hehe.. All very yong xin.. but till now I still haven give a present to her yet.. still thinking wad should i give her lei.. maybe dig my heart out and put in a gift box? hmmm..

I combined the 2 photos tgt le... abit crooked haha:

Sob sorry laopo, I forgot to take the cheesecake home.. I wanted to show off to my mother one.. haha.. she will tink "wow, siling can go inside kitchen come out heaven".. den confirm wun think u are bad girl de..

Attn everyone, Singapore flyer got a promotion - only $10 for students on weekdays.. Will give it a try next week ba.. cos her off day is on weekend..

19 November 2009, 9:38pm
LaoGong

2009-11-18T13:58:00.003+08:00

Guess it isn't considered as arguments. Arguments is those when people raises their voices and shout as each other. Hope words like 'arguement', 'quarelling' and unpleasant words will not exist in our dictionary.

The phrase is taken from Greys Anatomy, which I like very much from Meridith Grey, the main cast.

To simplified: 我以前爱你, 我现在爱你, 以后都爱你..

2.00pm Wednesday 18 November 2009
LaoPo

And I would rather you say things out than keep them to yourself. If not it will be become like volcano eruption.

2009-11-18T13:02:00.003+08:00

Location: School
Moody

Think I should really mind my own business.. Even my own things cant settle still want to try to lecture other people.. Shall keep my opinion to myself to avoid any arguements in future...

Don't understand the phrase "I loved you" and "I'll love you".. Could it be you used to love me and now trying hard to love me again?

Wednesday, 18 November 09, 1:08pm
by La0g0ng

2009-11-18T12:39:00.003+08:00

I can feel the disappointment LaoGong have to me.

LaoGong,

Please don't think that I am finding excuses. Don't condemn me. It isn't on purpose. If people mistook me, mistook my body language, mistook my words, then they do not understand me. They do not know me. I am just a 'stranger'.

Let people think what they want, it is their business if they want to interpret me that way. Like many times I've written before, I couldn't simply please even a single person entirely let alone everyone in this world. I couldn't possibly explain every words I say or every things I do.

Like a friend had told me before. If the person is angry with you, let them be. They just loses another moment of happiness in their life.

Then not only I should be blame on how I phrase my words, my tones, my language. You can blame him too. If he simply ignored me and treat me as an ignorant brat, laugh and walk away, then he is good enough to make me feel lowly.

Sorry. I know I am wrong to destroy people's happy day. So, I will learn to process the words in my mind before I speak again. Best still, better don't speak.

I loved you, I love you and I'll Loves you.

1.00pm Wednesday 18 November 2009
It is not true that I'll listen to everything Louis says. If so, I wouldn't have quarelled with him before, I wouldn't be angry with him before, he wouldn't be angry with me before, I wouldn't be disappointed with him before, he wouldn't be disappointed with me before and he wouldn't have given me a warning letter before.

2009-11-17T14:14:00.005+08:00

Just baked some cheese cake specially for Hubby as promise to him. :) 顺便 baked extra for my friends and colleagues. Must 强调 on the 顺便 >.<, so Hubby will feel special. Realise I only knew how to bake Cheese cake and cookies. Must learn and try some other stuff like scones, biscuits, muffins. Can learn from my elder sister as she is fantastic at baking and cooking http://www.cookisses.blogspot.com/. My fastest record ever, uses only 1 hour and 30 minutes to complete everything including time for preparation, whisking, baking and washing up. >.<

2.40pm Tuesday 17 November 2009

Hubby must say nice even if he don't like~~ >.<

2009-11-16T14:36:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was my off day. Spent the whole day at home with my family. Sunday is family day. :)
Laogong came over and join us for dinner. He says mama is very good at cooking and is shy to tell her that.

It is great to sit down as a family for dinner. :) My sister suggest that in future we will have to have buffet style as out dinning table is too small for 9 people. (Papa, Mama, Yanghong and Shisi, Shiyi, Siqing n Chubi, Yongkang n Siling)I guess it is possible to squeeze all of us in just that it will be squeezy. If not I think we can possibly just hit off the wall and we can change to a bigger dining table extended out to the living room.

We planned to go Pulau Langkawi this December. Looking forward to it. With mama, papa, shiyi, laogong and me. Guess will be driving there? Last visited that place when I was like 10? Wants to snorkel and sun tan. >.<

Looking forward to going other places with Laogong for holidays. Thinks Laogong wants to go Taiwan?

2.50pm Monday 16 November 2009

2009-11-12T12:37:00.004+08:00

Eric and Doris Solemnisation
Location: KBox K Union Cineleisure
Date: 8th November 2oo9

1.00pm Thursday 12 November 2009

2009-11-12T10:49:00.007+08:00

http://www.zoo.com.sg/index.htm

Attraction: Singapore Zoological Garden
Date: 07 November 2009
Admission: $18

We are going to the zoo zoo zoo~~ How about you you you??

A date with Laogong at the zoo~~

Enjoying fish spa which only cost us $5 because of student rate. So good being a student, plenty of discounts. Maybe I can be a student forever. LALA.

The fish spa with Laogong.

It was like massage. At first I didn't dare to put my leg into the water because I'm really afraid and thought it will be painful. Laogong is at first quite expressionless. And couldn't believe him when he says it is itchy! I laughed really hard when I first dip my leg inside the water, the fishes starts swinming towards your leg like a swarm of bees and peck on your skin. They assistant says it eats aways the dead skin on you. Wonder how people can tahan doing a full body one when I couldn't even stand just the legs. It is really itchy and quite scary, tried avoiding to look at it and it did makes me feel better. And then I laugh at the Malay lady who didn't dare to put her leg in the water as well and put her leg in and out of the water many times. I guess I wouldn't try it again unless it is cheap like this time.

The Lion's skull

Muackxxxx~~!!

Visited zoo like almost every year when I was in Primary School and went there before with my family but never had this much fun before visiting the Singapore Zoological Garden. Looking at the animals, reading those interesting facts, exploring the zoo and having fun. Perhaps it is because it is going there with my hubby. But the zoo is really quite pathetic, it earns so much money yet and have so many sponsors for the animals yet in each cages, it was really like playing 'spot the animals' game, they should get more of each species. It is saddening enough not even having one panda, worse still they only have one polar bear.

It rained that day. I sang yi zhi xiao yu san. :) There is many tourist around, so I want to act a little bit like tourist. And I speak Italian, Malay, Tamil, Korean, Japanese, Hokkien, Cantonese, English and Chinese that day. LALA~ Irritates my Laogong~~ >.<

12.15pm Thursday 12 November 2009

2009-11-12T10:35:00.003+08:00

The cake is delicious. I actually hope that I can have a second piece~~ >.<

Yvonne's 21st Birthday Celebration (BBQ)
Location: East Coast Park
Date: 30-10-2009

Went a little bit of cycling and enjoying the sound of the water hitting the shore with Laogong. Many cockroach and rats. LOL.

YiJing's 21st Birthday Celebration

Location: YiJing's Home

Date: 31-11-2009

10.45am Thursday 12 November 2009

2009-11-10T03:21:00.002+08:00

I admit that I'm the type of person who sees everything beautifully, and I'm always optimistic. Even when the stars, flowers, clouds and moon were to dissappear, it will always be not for long. I'm too optimistic. I'm the type of person that even if the sky falls, I will take it as a blanket to cover myself. I hate stress, I hate trouble, I hate worries, I hate pressure, I hate anxiety.

I hate school. I felt stress, trouble, worrying, pressurise, restless of Monday to come for school. Like what I said, if in this century eduction could means nothing, if I could just be in the ancient China when people dosen't encourage women to study and stay at home, I will be more than glad that I'm a women. I cannot handle stress, I am not that capable, I am not that brave, I am not that independent, I am not that courageous. My solution, take one step at a time and don't think too much about it anymore.

But LaoGong is brave enough, mature enough than me to consider and plan of his future. He knows about his CPF stuff, he knows about insurances and pays his own bills and school fees. I don't even knows how much is my phone bills, how much do I have for my CPF, my singpass password or how much does the utilities bill is costing my parents every month. I didn't even know how to pay my library fines. Even after typing this out, I don't even plan to find out. Seriously. This is me. Maybe you can say it is selfish and irresponsible. But this is me, I have always been like this. I grew up never having worries over financial. My parents only tell me that money is difficult to earn.

I'm sorry I'm being and overly dependent on my family.

It is not that we should always keep our problems, worries, sadness, sorrows to ourselves. Because even how difficult life is, since the moment you spend one minute worrying, being sad, unhappy, it means you lose one minute of happiness in your life. <-- Taught to me by Hanyee.

相信能同甘共苦,
相信能幸福美满, 白头偕老 :)

4.30am Tuesday 10 November 2009

2009-11-10T02:24:00.004+08:00

home

I finally learnt something.. We muz only share happiness n nt sadness or worries.
nobody will like to take other ppl's sadness to themselves. we muz all try to settle our own problems n not ask for help or spread own problems ard.. quite true... thus i decided to quit kbox n concentrate on my studies.. money issue will get from mummy/daddy, next time den rtn them.. its time to b stingy n spend on budget le...

sorry laopo.. this 2 years i wil nt b able to give u the life u desired, but u need to accept it.. pls dun gib mi too many exp present, if not i b guilty.. =P

By LaoGong

2009-11-05T11:28:00.004+08:00

http://www.mysisterskeepermovie.com/#about

My Sister's Keeper. Damn super terrific and nice show. Have already want to watch this show since few months ago in class during laboratory management module when we have this lesson on the rights of people and also on designer babies. That was when my facilitator introduces us to the book she have read.

I think the main actresses is not Cameron and the Abigail, should be Sofia. The girl as Kate, who have the cancer. She should be the one on the story book's cover or the movie posters.

I loved the story so much on Kate and Taylor. The main thing that the movie focus so much isn't on the case where Anna wants to fight for her own body rights or sue her parents actually. To me, I just see Kate and Taylor. And how Kate being strong, the sibling bonds between them, the family love. And it was like she never regreted having cancer because that is why and how she can meet Taylor. It was like I didn't regret working in KBox now and I hate KBox and love it at the same time. Hate it because it destroy my will to study and love it because this is where I met YongKang.

11.40pm Thursday 05November2009

Rating: 9/10. It will have scored a 10 if the title of the movie is not My sister's keeper but something like: How I met Taylor.

2009-11-05T10:49:00.005+08:00

LOL. Was talking to Huimin in MSN, here's the conversation:

HuiMin: What you doing?
Me: Doing school work.
HuiMin: hardworking hor (I think she says this sarcastically, because she won't believe I'm really doing research)
Me: Abit only. Must do something at least. Got cute guys in my team.
HuiMin: Wow. Dun act lah. I go tell your superman.
Me: LOL. Pig lah, joking only. All small boys. I like two years older than them.

I then turn to the guy beside me, whom I didn't even know his name: this is your year 2 module? Oh, no lah, cause I told my friends you all are much younger than me. Haha.. So did you use four years for you O level? Haha.. So you are 18? I'm 3 years older than you.

HuiMin: You classmates too young. (Five years younger than HuiMin, in case people think Huimin is younger than me, she isn't. She 2 years older than me. Fine if you want to say I look older than her. LALA)
Me: Ya lah. I old liao. I ask them liao. I three years older. -.-
HuiMin: Wahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Then I five years older. I win liao.

11.00am Thursday 05 November 2009
Laogong must still be sleeping in his cozy bed. So good he dosen't have class today. >.<>

2009-11-03T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'll be 灵妹妹, can you be康哥哥? LOL~~!! >.<

11.00pm Tuesday 3 November2009

2009-11-03T12:55:00.005+08:00

Let me see, after many months of neglecting of pampering my face, finally I put on a mask before drifting off to sleep last night. I guess even if for the rest of the month, I continue to put a mask on every night, there will still be masks left.

Anyway, one of my eyes is wierd today. My eye now look exactly like my husband de.

This week's you weekly introduces Marina Barage. Laogong brings me there before in the middle of the night like a few weeks ago to 浪漫的拍拖, 散步&看星星~~ >.<

The flower is given to me on 1 October 2009, when he says that I've taken this flower, it means that I'm his girlfriend. Thanks my laogong, it brings fragrance into my room now. Sweet smelling scent. Love it.

1.45pm Tuesday 3 November 2009

Memories since 1 October 2009:

Botanical garden, yishun dam, marina barage, east coast park, bottle tree park~~~

2009-11-02T14:10:00.002+08:00

Thought I was the only women who thinks that education and certificates is nonsense and useless for women. Apparently, many of my female friends thinks so too.

Went YiJing's birthday celebration, Rebecca, JiaPing and I were like chatting on our future and our boyfriends as notice my status in facebook and starts 'interrogating' me. Both their boyfriend is now at the national service. I'm lucky. Muahaha~~ Can see him everyday~ 以免相思之苦~~

JiaPing: Sian. After 3 years, now another four years.
Rebecca: 3 years in poly, four years study in U?
JiaPing: Ya lah, when I graduate old liao, can marry straight away and become shao nai nai..
Me: LOL, ya lor, like that study so much also no use, graduate liao then be tai-tai. Don't know study so much also for what.
JiaPing: Ya lah, last time I think studies is important. The older I become, I think women no need to study.
Me: I think education is like spare tyres for women lah, if couldn't marry, at least can work and support ownself.

The three of us starts nodding our head..

JiaPing: My sister study until so much, then marry and work 2 years only then pregnant already. She then resigned and become housewife, and look after her baby. My mother volunteer to help look after the baby then she don't want. Say be housewife is good then my mother damn angry that spend so much money give her study also don't know for what.
Me: Aiya, ownself look after kid better ma. Spend more time and can bond with them. Kids won't turn bad like that also.
JiaPing: Ya, cannot give mother look after the kid also, because like that you can be housewife, then when you want go out with friends can just leave the kid with your mother and say: Ma, help me look after a while, need to go out a while~~ LOL. Anyway, got kid is a good excuse to be housewife. Like that you are not paiseh to stay at home liao, if not people will think you lazy or useless or depend on husband, because now got excuse when people say or parents in law asked why be at home and be housewife: I need to look after the children. HAHA.

Rebecca: Like that also more relief because is you yourself look after the kid, if not your own kids also don't feel that close with you. Use this excuse to be housewife, stay at home look after kid, no need work, plus we no need employ maid, save money and no need afraid maid will abuse your kid or anyhow put shit into the food and feed the baby.
Me: LOL, then we can also draw a proposal and show our husband why we should look after our own kid, must not let us go out work, then we can teach them their school work and look after their well being and list down all the advantages of making us housewifes.

Rebecca: Haiz.. Have to wait for him complete his NS, then have to wait for him to study for another 3 years, then have to save money for another few years to get married. Wah, when I married I will be almost 30 years old.
JiaPing: LOL, no, you can start saving now. Then when he finish his NS, tell him nevermind about money, you have money, marry you. (Then Jiaping starts yelling continuously and enthusiatically: Marry me! Marry me!)

Conclusion: If paiseh to be taitai/shao nai nai/housewife then have a baby so you can have a reason. (Good plan. LOL. Maybe this shall be my plan.)

2.55pm Monday 2 November 2009

2009-11-01T11:18:00.003+08:00

Weight loss during illness is gained back after Yvonne's birthday BBQ on Friday and YiJing's birthday buffet yesterday after curry fish head with family. So, I'm going for a jog under the scorching sun now~~ tata~~

11.20am Sunday 1 November2009
Opps, and today's breakfast Roti Prata

Laogong down with fever on our one month anniversary. :~(

2009-10-29T14:31:00.002+08:00

Lingderella may have a new name with inspiration from Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty. Sleepingrella.

Slept for so much that I never knew I could sleep like this.

To be exact, I lost 2.5kg since my diarrhoea and vomitting. The night before I've gotten sick, I'm 54kg. I've gained weight since getting lazy and have a boyfriend. Shall not blame it on getting fat because I have a boyfriend. I've gained weight since getting lazy. Now, I'm 51.5kg even after eating porridge and is rather full. MUAHAHA~~!!

Totally didn't have any appetite yesterday. I'm tired, giddy, feeling disgusted, cold sweat. Thanks for my laogong being there by my side when I feel so weak and useless.

The doctor says that I've eaten something wrong. And that I will not have appetite. He is damn right. He says all I need is some drink with salt and sugar content. Like 100 plus, H2O, Ribena..

When my sisters all reached home after work, they came to my bedside and my mother is there wiping my sweat off my forehead and feeding me with 100 plus.
Fatty Qing asked: Your boyfriend just now got come or not?
Me very proud: Got. When I messaged him he came immediately and stay by my side. I'm damn touched and happy. >.<
Then everyone laugh. Never been so happy before by getting sick.

But I'm guilty too. Laogong skipped lesson. And I'm guilty to Super Louis and HanYee for causing them trouble because we are short of receptionist currently.

3.00pm Thursday 29October2009

2009-10-28T10:49:00.003+08:00

Last week's You Weekly, under my horoscope it wrote: Don't give your partner pressure.

I guess I did give laogong a huge pressure. It's not on purpose. People have been saying about our status these few days, which we self declared: Married.

I don't want to be a stress factor to him. He needs time for sleep, time for study, time for his friends, time for his own. We haven't complete our studies. We haven't have a stable job. We are both 21 going on 22, still young to worry about the future yet. My dream of 25 can be push back. Like another 7 or 8 years?

Yes, my greatest wish is to get married, be a taitai and have kids. I even told my mother yesterday that if we are going to Thailand the coming holidays, I want to do a full body check up to be sure that I am healthy, it is cheaper and they do have more services there.

And 10 minutes later with changes of topic already, my mother suddenly pops out in my room, worried and asked me why do I think that I need a full body check up? It isn't anything worrying. It is just that people around me have been making me worried sick like hell of my fertility rate because I love eating ice, which they say isn't good for women. Let me link you with some important keywords: Only grandson, infertile, objection.

Am I thinking too much or watched too much of drama series? Maybe laogong dosen't even think about this and I'm the one thinking too much?

Completed and supposedly to be post on 28 October 2009

2009-10-26T15:25:00.007+08:00

The Flowery Day

Photos taken on 24 October 2009

Venue: Broadway Plaza
Theme: Flowers

Captain Alan with the Hawaiian flower and the beautiful background flower~~

MinQi with the Red Rose~

The flowery Day

Also on 24 October 2009

Venue: Church

Theme: Flowers

Well. Now I know that I really do love flowers~~ :)

Pictures taken on 23 October 2009

Venue: Broadway Plaza

Us. Till death do us part~~

4.00pm Monday 26 October 2009

2009-10-26T11:43:00.004+08:00

The bouquet of flower that the beautiful bride is holding for the day~~ :)

It is 11.45 am now, the module today is Advanced Materials, but the other tabs on my widows are research on: 1. Causes of infertility 2. Wedding vows

Laogong's elder sister is married on 24 October 2009. And I am happy yet quite shy and self conscious that I am able to be present to witness it. Because I am CURRENTLY neither friends nor relatives with the bride or groom. Get the awkward feeling at times.

The great part for the day:

1. When the broom came in the morning, the jiemei's of the bride wants the broom to say loudly and sign on the 10 pledges of marriage, which includes something similar to: *Help out with the domestic chores. *Brings her out to nice food at least once a week. * His money is her money, and agree that her money is still her money. *Pamper her and shower her with things she loves and flowers. *Be there for her, for her physical and emotional needs. * Agrees that she is right even when she is wrong. * Gives her massages even when she is not tired. :)

2. Laogong falls asleep, I have to tickle him to wake him up. And we missed the tea ceremony. But I enjoyed disturbing laogong. Muahaha~~ >.<

3. When the bride and her father walk down the asile with the music playing Cannon in D and then the father pass the bride's hand to the groom, but think they should walk slower.

I mean the pastor says things that I agree so much at times. Like how we should forgive and that never brings a fight to the next day, and to be the one to apologise first even if you might not be wrong.

4. The husband and wife exchange their marriage vows. I, ___, take you ___, to be my wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish...

Wow. I mean this is so touching. I read through the different version of marriage vows from the internet, some ends differently. One with the sentence ending with: Till death do us part, I pledge you my LOVE & FAITHFULNESS..

5. The exchange of the rings.

6. You may lift the veil and kiss the bride.

I think it is damn romantic if the kiss last for like 10 seconds, with eyes closed, hands holded and audiences applause loudly. Then after that the broom should held his bride up and swing her in the air around for about 3 rounds, she is laughing and he is beaming. Eh.. Am I thinking too much?

7. Eating the Chocolate Eclair.

1.15pm Monday 26 October 2009

My leave is granted and I am super duper happy because now I can go to Yvonne and YiJing's birthday celebration. Maybe to have great thanks to the notes I written which is something similar to: I beg you to grant me my leave, this little girl here have missed out more than 20 plus of her friend's 21st birthday already because of work.

2009-10-26T02:21:00.007+08:00

location: Home Nuahing

hmmm.. girl~~ i waiting 4 ur call until want to sleep liao lor~~ lol.. nvm.. maybe u very busy ba~~ hope u enjoy the church wedding and the presents i brought for u. hehe.. see la.. still say not tired.. work until wan to slp liao~~ piggy u.. some beautiful photos of urs uploaded:

Opps my father is behind u.. haha

pics of me:

my sister coming in of church.. sob sob.. finally married..:

alot of things haven done yet...
sob sob.. very busy~ ~.~"
i go koon liao le..
nite nite miss u~~~~~~~~~~~

By troubled LaoGong
26 Oct 09 2:34am

2009-10-23T10:10:00.003+08:00

They think that I am not up to it, incompetent and lack of ability. I was doubt that I can handle work, studies and having a laogong at the same time. I might be.

Some people may be praying hard that I will fail and is unsuccessful in everything I do. If I fails, I guarantee there are people out there hiding at a corner, stalking me since long ago, covering their mouth with their hand and laugh at me. But I'll treat the failure as a learning material for me to study on. That's perhaps how people improves, how people grows up. Must have faith as - there is always hope (LOTR).

For work, things can go on smoothly if I do not have 'small people' stabbing me with a knife continuously like how people get knife in CS, worst still knife is not enough, these people uses 'machine gun', if not the gun which can aim and focus(enlarge) then kill with a fatal shot and throw multiple grenade on my dead body. As if hurting me would make them a happier person. They are people out there who generally hates seeing my life going on smoothly and being even sweeter than concentrated honey or a bottle of nutella with a laogong who loves me best.

They even comment that I perform better at work this month because I have the 'power of love'. So, the company should encourage or help to find single people a partner because people perform better at work because they have love. Too bad if they sees this as my 'highest peak' at work, if you want to say I DIDN'T PERFORM WELL ENOUGH SINCE 04 JANUARY 2007 TILL 01 OCTOBER 2009. Although I must really admit, even I also feels that I did much better at work.

As for studies, can see that laogong is rather intelligent and is actually quite concern about studies. Guess we can meet up often, after work, during my off days or before work to do my FYP, or study for my test. Test in RP is not exactly very important, however if I can do well in them is better. Attendance and participation in class can be a contributing factor for a good overall grade.

As for laogong, I apologise that I really do feel sort of insecure even after so much assurance from you because guys I've met before you have given me too much disappointment. Hao3 de4 nan2 ren2 mei2 you3 na4 me4 duo1, zhi2 you2 ni3 yi4 ge4. I must not let other people's comments upset or traumatize me. The foundation in any relationship I think is trust. In anything, if a foundation is not strong enough, it isn't long lasting. Like a high rise building would crumbles easily even if a person a little overweight would to skip a skipping rope for even five minutes in it. Nothing is gonna tear us apart. Hugs and kisses for laogong.

Loves
the wife of laogong
11.25pm Friday 23 October2009
Continuously repeating Amei's 'zuo4 ai4 ge1' (Song title from laogong)
Location: Republic Polytechnic, W55A
Module: Environmental Science
Learning Objectives: Erm.. Properties of soil? What makes a nice clear pond?

2009-10-22T22:47:00.002+08:00

At home~~~

la la la~~ dear dear at work place working, den i at h0me slacking.. tomo got sch at 0830. sianzz.. actually ytd wanted to bring her go ssc de but in the end not enuff time den end up eating BIG meal at north point. really bigg meal.. eat until very full.. everytime wan to snatch wif me payment.. grrr.. haha.. my laopo very lazy... everyday like to nuah at home.. muz find some day bring u go climb mountain to destroy your fats.. hohoho.. dear, wo ai ni.. dun tink too much or suspect me.. I am not like your ex.. i treat relationship very zhuan yi de.. I oso wonder how can a guy haf 2 or 3 girlfriends at a same time.. he got so many legs meh.. 2 legs on 1 boat = stable, 2 legs on 2 boat = unstable.. 2 legs on 3 boat = ??.. i feel sad tat u asked me whether i still like my ex anot.. Maybe i did not express myself to u well enuff ma? or maybe I not trustworthy enuff..

kampateh fr ur sch tomo k.. stop skipping liao.. i will oso kampateh de.. muack muack...

by la0g0ng
22 Oct 09 11.04pm

2009-10-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

Laogong, suddenly wonders what if we have met a few years earlier, if not a few years later. Hehe.. Wondering so many 'if' also no use, just feels like being with you like conjoined twins for forever. Felt like a torture to go home without your hug, without your kiss, and without you.

Remember your promise to me. Don't let go of me. Sorry that I have doubts and is insecure about the promises because I have seen too many promises being broken so easily. Things can be said beautifully and easily, but everyone knows that it is't that simple and easy to keep a promise. They say time may change people and how they feel about each other. You may have broken promises with other people, but thats the past. Somehow my instincts tells me to trust you. I felt that what you said to me, you really mean it. I wish that I'm really the special person to you. I hope that I won't be in any of the past to you, because I will want to be present with you in every moment of the FUTURE :)

Gonna love you everyday like Earth will be destroyed tomorrow. Mushy hor? >.<

00.30pm Wednesday21October2009

2009-10-19T11:59:00.004+08:00

Late for school as I overslept, still dilly dally to class then the Indian facilitator face like not very happy and very annoyed as I'm even late for second meeting, don't know how she will mark my attendance also, maybe she also racist then I can kena very bad grade. Sia lah.. But promise myself and laogong that I will go to school no matter what. Hope can really stick to this. Told Mama about about it then she says just wait and see. -.-" She think I'm not that motivated and determined enough, guess Mama also knows me well enough to judge me.

Mama says then I can waste five years of my life if I couldn't pass by next year. And she say I shouldn't go out too late with my boyfriend. Not because her daughter needs to sleep and study, not because it is late and dangerous. Because she says the boyfriend needs rest and to study too. Later his parents thinks I'm not a good person. Sorry, I'm a bad influence sia~~ :(

Meet up with HuiMin yesterday. Go Northpoint, walk walk then go back AMK Hub walk walk. I don't care if I'm late for work that I will not get my share of tips. Tips is little, and now it is not attractive enough for me to come to work earlier for.

4.40pm Monday 19 October 2009

2009-10-16T09:43:00.003+08:00

Location: Republic Polytechnic, Building: W5, Level: 5, Class: A

Diploma: Diploma in Material Science
Module: Environmental Science

Hmm, I won't zzz in class lah. Class is too cold. LOL.

What we are learning is sort of related to deforestation for this mdoule today. The facilitator then show us a video, showing us the consequences of deforestation and makes me feels like being an environmentalist and go to plant a tree right now.

Like what they say, I'm getting the long service award in RP, but RP didn't give me any certificate or prize to congratulate me. Five llllloooooonnnnngggggg years. :(

This semester, I'm taking 3 modules. Environmental Science, Immunology and Advanced Materials. Luckily two were repeated modules. I can just download all my presentations from the previous semesters and it will be effortless for the rest of the semester in class. MUAHAHA~~ Blogging, playing facebook, reading online manga, reading news, watching shows from website and maybe shall download L4D, CS, Dota in my laptop and play in class. Schedule planned. Repeated modules dosen't need to put in effort, as however well even I do, I will only get C as the best grade, might as well only put in a C effort.

Yvonne's and YiJing's birthday celebration coming soon. Leave unsure whether will be approved or not. Argh!!! Really miss out countless of birthday celebrations with super many many many friends already. Really no life.

Joy is going AMK from next week onwards, will miss her companionship, will miss the chit chatting and the bullying of each other. >.<>

Stress about FYP. It is 超级霹雳无敌的SIAN...
Weight is also stuck. Also very super duper de SIAN...

10.55am Friday 16 October 2009
Laogong is like very hard working, yet I'm like going to school only for attendance. -.-"
Laogong lets jiayou together~~ kanbalismasu~!

2009-10-16T08:31:00.004+08:00

Location: In the lecture hall

So cold and empty in the lecture hall.. i tink i went sch too early le ba.. Forgotten that the lecturer say he will start the lecture at 9am instead of 8.30am~ =S rot rot rot~~
Thx lingmeimei for acc me get my netbook ytd.. KFC cannot everyday eat hor.. later cfm increase many many kg.. =D
laopo~~ I know half work half study very tiring, reach home @ 3 am and need to reach sch @ 9.15 am. shit oso not enuff time, how to slp enuff.. but jia you wor.. 1 and half yr more only.. Don't overstress your body.. Drink more water..
Actually quite happy to get the netbook.. can bring around play play.. =D
Ok.. Time for lecture le.. tata..
Jia you Lao Po~~~ Don't zzZZ in class hor =)

By Laogong
16 Oct 09 8.41am

2009-10-16T03:38:00.003+08:00

OMG. Time not yet adjusted. Difficulty in falling asleep~~

3.40am Friday 16 October 2009
LOL. Shirley Temple came today and says that my boyfriend is very handsome. >.<

2009-10-15T14:37:00.002+08:00

Feels sad to see laogong being tired. Laogong, got anything must tell me, don't keep things to yourself ok? We must really study hard already and I want to treasure every precious moments together with you. :) Your bet with me of not going school is quite serious, don't lose the bet~ >.<>

There may be different types of obstacles face by every pair of love birds, and now I have to persuade myself stop gluing to you like super glue.

2.45pm Thursday 15 October2009

2009-10-13T18:55:00.006+08:00

Good morning... haha.. 2 years plus never play blogging liao suddenly like dunno wad to type..

LingMeiMei.. Thank you soooo much for your delicious and with-love cookies.. Really very nice, can really go and sell for money.. I think the taste can fight with famous amos..The crispy is just nice and easy to swallow.. The sweetness will melt in my mouth one.. why not we go and open a famous lingling cookie shop.. =D
Sooner or later I can catch up with my floor manager Mr Suhas liao..

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By Lao Gong
13 Oct 09 19:23 PM

2009-10-13T15:03:00.006+08:00

So I asked mama how she thinks of YongKang. She says: 蛮老实的样子. :)

It feels like I have known him since a long time ago, not just this couple of days or weeks. I felt that what happens in the past in him and me is really not important anymore, we can remember those memories we had before, we will create memories which is very much more beautiful in the future that when we are old and wrinkled, we can look back together and smile when we think of them.

I think I'm lucky to have met him, that we have the chance to be together. Although we felt that we were late in meeting each other, but we met, thats the point. It was quite a fate, what if he didn't come for the job interview? What if he had found other job first? What if I didn't message him then? What if I had already resigned? I want to thank God, Buddha, Jesus, the Sun, the Moon, the trees, the wind, the ants, the flowers and even the pencil or the fishing rod. Nothing can express my gratitute and I want to thank everything. :)

http://www.sbg.org.sg/
Attractions: Singapore Botanical Garden
Admission: Free

Introducing the Singapore Botanic Garden, having it's special occasion having YK and SL as visitor.

White Swan

Cool right?

Black Swan

Looking at ourselves~~

Happy!!! >.<

4.20pm Tuesday 13October2009

2009-10-12T17:52:00.002+08:00

me at lingmeimei hse eating ice jelly... >.<

12 Oct 09 5.55pm
by LaoGong

2009-10-10T09:27:00.002+08:00

I believe women never forgives easily. Some human beings in this world is so freaky, they will stalk you and haunt you. She knows everything about her enemies, for example: What colour is her bra today, she had porridge for breakfast and mee goreng for lunch and other simple and small details. Maybe she even had a camera hiding elsewhere in my room and is now spying on me while having some popcorns.

1000am Saturday 10October2009

2009-10-08T03:08:00.004+08:00

I do believe in everlasting love. Like the lyrics in S.H.E's song: 有梦就会实现..

Dear: These few days, I felt as though I'm the most fortunate and happiest women on Earth. Enjoying every single moment we have together. We can overcome those fear and obstacles in life. Fear not. Be fearless. You are the greatest men in this planet. You are my superman.

Since 01 10 2009
3.40am 8th October 2009
Our walk today at the Bottle Tree is best. Anywhere will be great, as long as I have your companion.

2009-10-04T05:55:00.002+08:00

He have extra teeths. I am short of some teeths. So we balance out. LOL!!

5.55am Sunday 4thOctober2009

2009-10-03T14:23:00.002+08:00

Since people who hates me wishes I could be fat forever... Muahaha!! Just gimme some more time to disappoint you!!

This morning, I'm 6kg lighter than I first started like a month ago after having breakfast (or was it late supper?) at the prata house after work~~~

2.30pm Saturday3October2009
No longer have the strong urge and cravings for food.

2009-10-02T10:29:00.003+08:00

10.ooam Friday 2nd October 2009

2009-09-30T17:51:00.001+08:00

Ok, there is someone out there hate me like hell. Maybe there is plenty. Good.

2009-09-30T15:41:00.002+08:00

The best thing in staff party was perhaps just photo takings, the speech that Mr Jason Lee gives thanking us and also seeing some old colleagues.

Feel like drinking myself drunk. But decided not to because: 1. I would gain back the weight I've tried so hard to shed away doing some self torture. 2. I didn't wear any pants inside for protection to prevent people to see what design and color type of panties I'm wearing inside. Maybe nobody would even wants to see. 3. The feeling of vomitting is scary, and I've ate dinner. What I would throw up would be really disgusting 4. Afraid that I might do things which I don't remember AGAIN. Then I will regret terribly AGAIN. 5. People will think that I am a lousy drinker. 6. Scared that I will worsen my already very lousy image.

Tomorrow's my off day, decided to sweat myself out by playing basketball or going for a long jog and clear my mind at the same time.

4.05pm Wednesday 30September2009

2009-09-30T13:16:00.006+08:00

除非你只看着我, 想着我, 只有我.. 爱本来就该独一无二..

Yvonne and I were rather sorry at some scenes. I thought that love should be something unique and being faithful? I thought that men shouldn't go hugging other women, holding other women, kissing other women when he is already attached. What about her? Then please be kind enough to consider what do you really want, instead of increasing the hurt and pain you might give her as time passes.

Why do sometimes people gives you hope then took it away? Following the rythm of my heart beats, yet he is now following how those neurons works in his brains..

Felt like it was merely having a dream. I'm staring at this page blankly. It was like 1 hour yet I didn't know what to type.

3.45pm Wednesday 30September2009

In school for FYP.

2009-09-28T09:29:00.006+08:00

Its 9.30am. Just came back from shooting some hoops after feeling too guilty for the over indulgence in food yesterday having dinner at my sister's place. I took out my slipper and throw at the ball because the ball is stuck like this for about ten times:

My sister did all the cooking yesterday as it was mama's birthday. She even baked the birthday cake herself. We were impressed. And the food is just so nice. Before she get married, papa think she couldn't even come up with a few dishes.

So, the table is long enough to sit the 8 of us. Papa, mama, ShiSi and brother in law, ShiYi, SiQing and her boyfriend and me. Brother in law says that that table can be extended to accomodate 2 more people. It was when me and ShiYi can bring someone back. >.<

After dinner, we watched F1 in the living room. I was standing up the whole time because standing up, the food flow down the intestine better (I think so). I keep irritates Qing by telling her after this meal, I'm fatter and I look fatter and I had a bigger tummy. She says no difference. I'm thinner than the past already. But I argued that I had eaten so much. Then she says: Ok, then you are so fat. Happy? I think we can not communicate with each other. It is very difficult to communicate with you.

So, while waiting for F1 to start, Qing and her boyfriend and I are discussing and arguing on drinking too much water and drinking too little water will cause 水肿 and also after exercising, we could not eat during the next one hour because this is when our absorption rate is at it highest, thus causing us fat. And also that there is report on we should eat standing up and after food, we should not be sitting down.

It is nice for family to gather around, drinking some hot tea, chit chatting and eating moon cakes. I told papa maybe he should get one of the car in the F1 race, so he can drive to Penang in like two hours. Then we were simply amazed by it only takes like 10 seconds to pump about 80 litres of petroleum into the vehicle. I think it is so unfair than when accident happens, safety car have to come out, it is so unfair as no cars can over take and have to slower down the pace and the slowest car behind could catch up.

I remembered last year's F1 race, I were at the reception counter, with the TV playing it Live. But I am not interested.

Everytime when I see my eldest sister and her husband, I will think how fortunate my sister is. I will always remembers her wedding day. She had her wedding at the Grand Hyatt hotel and she had the most unique marriage in this century. She was carried into the hall in a 花轿. I could still remembered how all the guest were amazed and go "wowing" when my sister made her entrance. The sedan is now in her living room and I asked my sister did she sit in it sometimes to 回味一下当时的滋味? She says nope, her weight increased and she is afraid she might break it. LOL.

If I'm able to get married someday, I think I would want something unique too. My entrance will be coming into the hall sitting on an elephant? Then don't know what animal association will say that I abuse animals. Muahahaha~~

10.30am Monday 28September2009

2009-09-26T11:27:00.002+08:00

Ok, I smell like a grabage truck when I sweat. Felt so much apologising to this auntie who sat beside me in bus yesterday: "Aunty, paiseh that I am smelly". At first was still considering whether to stand up, but was feeling quite dizzy.

One more week and school will resume, my life cycle will be again like this - sleep, school, work, sleep, school and work. But no matter what, I must squeeze out time for gym. Afraid that weight will just go shooting up.

Staff party's dress code is school uniform. I got something with Joy from Bugis. It is something machiam like cosplay. Damn pretty. Love it.

Haven't go for a photoshoot yet. Want to keep some memories of me when I'm still 21.

My room is in a mess. Look like someone have turn my room upside down in search of a piece of treasure. But I'm lazy to pack up my room. Can I have magic like Harry Potter? Then in a blink I can clean up my room and I can make myself slim and pretty.

I'm sorry that I'm selfish. Just doing what I feel like and not doing what I don't without considering for others. I chose gym.

11.50am Saturday 26September2009

2009-09-25T16:50:00.002+08:00

Just return after my jog from home to my work place~~ Nice sweat.

Realise that exercising dosen't need any companion. As long as I have music to listen to and thoughts in my mind to keep me occupied.

4.45pm Friday 25September2009

2009-09-23T09:04:00.002+08:00

Gym was good yesterday, my sweat can form a small pool of water. Totally exhausted. Must really thank Alvin for the nice music he help me saved. Some music is just so great that makes you want to sweat it all and give you speed and power.

That equipment to train nice abs is called The Abench. It is easier than you do crunches, but yet, you feel that more strength is being used in the abdominal area. Nice.

Now in school, woke up at 7 when I set my alarm at 7.30am. FYP is making me so stress. Felt that there is so much for me to do yet didn't know to start from where.

Dreaded school holiday to end. Making me no life. However, I've already have no life. Maybe in the future, I can be a tai-tai if I'm lucky to get a great husband (very unlikely), make friends around the gym so that we can hang out there everyday attending the classes, be it aerobics, pilates, kick boxing, salsa or jazz dance. When I'm old, I'm still fit, healthy and a full of life aunty/mother with no difficulties climbing the stairs and dosen't need a walking stick or walk as slow as a snail. Perhaps, it isn't no life for me, I chooses no life because being in no life it is much simpler and happier and stressless.

Determine the definition of "a great husband". I couldn't. I may not be "a great wife" either. Maybe thats when you have set an expectation for others, you have to set some for yourself too. Reflect. No one is perfect and flawless. You have to accept everything of him/her. Even her pimples, his dandruff, her face in the morning without make up or his loud snores at night.

Some women would rather choose not to know her boyfriend's previous relationships. Neither do I. To most men, their first love is the most beautiful, memories of them together, things that they have done or said is as pretty as fairy tales.

All people have their past. Whats in the past isn't important anymore. I guess remembering the happy moments is enough, no point regretting and finding more "IF". What if we met at the right time? What if I'll be everything you want? What if? What if? Life have to move on. Be strong, show the next women in your life that she can trust upon you that even when the roof falls, you will be there to hold the roof up with your hands and protect her.

I guess when it comes to the word "love", my mentality can come as low as a 3 year old. I do not know how to handle it, how to show my emotion or hide my emotion. Maybe before even really finding out what love is, I should start things from the simplest and basic which I have already failed so terribly. Things like respect, honesty, compassion, politeness and many many more.

I envied my mother. When she's 21, she already have two kids. I'm 21, I feel even smaller than a kid. My parents have been married for 32 years. And they are still as loving as ever. To get along and be in love with a partner for a life time just needs so much from both parties.

Commitments. Loyalty. Devotion. Promise. Pledge. Vow. Obligation. Dedication. Look at these words. They seems like weighing tons of kilograms.

Like what my friend have said, I'm afraid because of the future. If I continue having plenty of considerations, there will not be a first step. People sees, feels or looks at love differently. Some just follows what their heart feels, some just thinks too much like me.

12.00noon Wednesday 23September2009
Am I really doing FYP?

2009-09-22T10:03:00.002+08:00

Couldn't sleep well these two days. My mind is processing too much, analyzing too much..

Shall hit the gym again. It may stop me from thinking, even if just for a second..

10.15am Tuesday 22September2009
Why should people think too much making things complicated? If only I could be someone who would just follow the rythm of how my heart beats..

2009-09-21T11:46:00.002+08:00

Guys, thanks for the walk...

11.55am Monday 21 September2009

2009-09-20T13:13:00.004+08:00

... Guess what? I'm the team leader for this FYP project. My FYP team mates must surely hate me right to the core. I screw up a hell lot during my first FYP project. Now it is really troublesome to organise meetings, have to ask when who and who is available, have to book for the lab, have to email the faci to ask for materials and equipments. I'm just not the sort of "leader" person.

Anyway, me weight is stuck. Damn sad. But thats ok, because there is this analysis shown that my muscle mass increases. Muscle is better than fats. That means I really did a hell lot of a exercise. I have too much fats in my body, I think I'm like a polar bear ready for hibernating. Working hard on training my flabby arms and thighs. Yesterday I tried this machine, because I see this women, with very nice abs, you can just feel the stretch there. I want to have beautiful abs like her.

I have burnt exacyly 1000 calories on cross trainer, setting myself either one of the target, 2 hours or 1000 calories. I took 110 minutes to burnt 1000 calories, entering my weight. Sweat like machiam I was standing in the rain. I was like screening my "neighbours" machine and their heart rate is like only 150-160, I know it depends on age, and it is quite obvious that their speed is much faster than me. Why? Maybe it depends on the level you set? Feels like asking the fitness trainer but is too shy. I thought I was gonna die when my heart rate reaches 191, it is already over the heart rate limit for cardio training. However hard I try, couldn't keep my heart rate below 150, its fat burning zone. Hitting the gym again later, couldn't meet up YiMeng AGAIN. But sometimes, I think it is better to go to the gym alone. Because different people like to work out on different machines.

Anyway, that lady brings pandan leaves into steam bath, I thought that was nice. The steam rooms smells like pandan cake.

1.30pm Sunday 20September09

Just my luck to be FYP team leader by drawing lots.

2009-09-19T04:26:00.002+08:00

Heart broken. Once. Twice. Thrice. Still counting...

What do I want? Even I myself couldn't understand what love is anymore. Or was it even love? Worst still, did I even love before? Perhaps I didn't even loved.

It is difficult and like a mission impossible that I could love someone and yet he have the same feeling for me too.

Most of the times is either I like that guy, he dosen't like me or, that guy like me, but I didn't have any feelings for him. Aren't I already counted lucky that someone did like me? I mean me? Come on? Look at me! All of my charateristics are all negative to the maximum.

I'm going to die single and childless one day.

4.30am Saturday 19September2009

2009-09-18T14:42:00.005+08:00

That day meet up with Samantha, she taught me do weight lifting at gym, so yesterday at work, fatty Tan laugh at me because he saw me this this scotch tape holder which weighs more than 1kg to do weights. -.-" Well, aren't I clever enough to find a substitute even at work?

Well, I have to increase my metabolism rate because of it being to low, burning too little calories makes me fat. So, to increase in my BMR, I have to increase my muscle mass by doing resistance training. Many women have the mindset that to lose weight by going for a run, but what the gym people told me is that, to lose weight, the better option is increase the muscle mass in the body.

Went gym yesterday, finally knew whats the machine that I love to work out on everytime when I hit the gym called, its Cross Trainer. What I found out is that the calories I burnt on this cross trainer and the sweat I can give out is far much more than what I could on a thread mill.

Yesterday went to SKCC and play basketball with my colleagues. Out of so many times that I have went down that place with my colleagues, yesterday is the best. Most fun. Really did enjoyed myself for the first time going there.

Anyway, that guy is so insincere as he ask his friend to help him get my number. I need a real man. Someone who can repair the sink when it get choke, someone who can change a light bulb, and someone so man who can take care of his women, be there for her, and someone who can be so terribly nice and reasonable without temper. Something I have learnt recently is that when there isn't going to be: they lives happily ever after.. THE END, let it go. No more youth to spend, getting old.

3.15pm Friday 18Sept 2009

2009-09-17T00:18:00.001+08:00

Anyway, KBOX really rob me of my life. How many friend's birthday have I missed because it is on Saturday? And how many more will I be missing?

2009-09-16T23:32:00.002+08:00

Nothing to blog about. Basketball, Mahjong, L4D, Gym, FYP meeting, shopping. Maybe I have. But didn't know where to start.

Didn't really eat. Still fat.

11.15pm Wednesday 16September2009

2009-09-10T22:59:00.004+08:00

Really couldn't understands how young people think nowadays. Went playing baskteball and there was this bunch of small "lians", they were like 16, in their tank tops, hot pants, slippers, they play basketball with their long hair down. WOW.

But I didn't play basketball with them at the same court, the small "lians" of course plays basketball with the small "bengs". My half side of courts were two Filipinos and Zhu Han. I was shooting the whole day. And I'm listening to my mp3, blasting music while shooting, feels great, whats more is without the scorching Sun.

Then one small "lian" came over to pick the ball that rolled over... SHE EVEN SPRAYED PERFUME. WOW. SOMPA IS PERFUME. How come we aren't like this in the old days?

Ok, then the Filipino guy talk to me, but I can't hear him as my mp3 is too loud, after taking my ear piece off,

He repeats: You practice everyday?
Me: Haha, no.. long time never play already..
He: Oh hoho, you are very good.

MUAHAHA!! Opps, cannot be too proud. I can only shoot, but bad at the rest, lazy to run and will do "season parking", lousy at dribbling, defense, lay up and blah blah blah..

11.20pm Thursday 10September09

2009-09-08T12:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I drank with customers. Drank not much. But fast. It was fun. MUAHAHA~~ I was compliment that I look like someone who goes clubbing whenever I can because he say I'm good at finishing all the alcohol available fastly. I got talent. Muahaha~~ The three of us finish the more than half a bottle of Martell in like 15 minutes. Although not as fast as the scary 5 minutes my supervisor could with their superior.

Joke of the day:
Customer lose in game, says want to go toilet first then come back drink his brandy.
Customer: 我上厕所先.
Me: 可以, 喝完先给你上, 要上厕所喝多一杯.
Customer: haha.. 你说的! ' 喝完给你上'.

I took a while before my mind process what it means. LOL. Everyone laugh so hardly. They even jio me go outside drink as they say night is still young, but I'm not an alcoholic addict. Denied the offer politely, telling them I'm drunk already and my bed misses my companion.

12.25pm Tuesday 8 September 2009